SINCE no one reads this damn blog and thats the way i like it :P

Ahhh i just finished a revision test and im sooo happy about it.However flash forwards of stupid amazing time ahead keep distracting me by innocently lyin in the horizon of my pre conscious and then flooding my conscious all most invariably.However i had an epiphany stop grinning yes its possible.I know despite my 3 best frnds and screw the rest policy im in no position to talk about social influence's but this is what i honestly feel .. DONT CHANGE i mean it do u sing in the bathroom? go ahead dont change,Do u snort when u find sumthn hilarious..? GO ahead dont stop,do you have that goofy grin that is totally unsexy but is totally you ? DONT STOP using it..my point is no matter how much you life a person or a place and no matter how despo you may be to fit in dont change believe me>When your in the "in" crowd at one point ull look around and be like "wht the heck am i doin here?"these ppl suck this place suck...and at tht point your world will come crashing down but here is what you do to cope
You plug in ur ipod and hit shuffle and once the familiar tune's that are sooo you flood your ears and make you feel like the very sky is exploding instead of that crap ur so called frnds forced you to listen to ... you realize that your still you gooofy grin,shower singer etc and love evry part of it so what if u found out that the ppl who u thought were perfect wernt your YOU and thats what matters.Trust me.BEEN their done that. :D its not plesant u feel crappy,lonely and sad but in the end the epiphany you gain is worth it more.

Two weeks away it feels like the world should've changed But I'm home now And things still look the same I think I'll leave it to tomorrow till unpack Try to forget for one more night That I'm back in my flat on the road Where the cars never stop going through the night To real life where I can't watch sunset I don't have time I don't have time . I've still got sand in my shoes And I can't shake the thought of you I shake it all, forget you Why, why would I want to I know we said goodbye Anything else would've been confused but I wanna see you again