When will the hate stop?

Im really tired of this whole pakistan inida hate thing lets face the facts folks their are bad and good people evrywhere thats the distinction we should look at not the divider.I mean log on to you tube and youll find hundreds of anti pak videos and hundreds of corresding anti india videos in between this hav we stopped to think why?Its a weird.

SINCE no one reads this damn blog and thats the way i like it :P

Ahhh i just finished a revision test and im sooo happy about it.However flash forwards of stupid amazing time ahead keep distracting me by innocently lyin in the horizon of my pre conscious and then flooding my conscious all most invariably.However i had an epiphany stop grinning yes its possible.I know despite my 3 best frnds and screw the rest policy im in no position to talk about social influence's but this is what i honestly feel .. DONT CHANGE i mean it do u sing in the bathroom? go ahead dont change,Do u snort when u find sumthn hilarious..? GO ahead dont stop,do you have that goofy grin that is totally unsexy but is totally you ? DONT STOP using it..my point is no matter how much you life a person or a place and no matter how despo you may be to fit in dont change believe me>When your in the "in" crowd at one point ull look around and be like "wht the heck am i doin here?"these ppl suck this place suck...and at tht point your world will come crashing down but here is what you do to cope
You plug in ur ipod and hit shuffle and once the familiar tune's that are sooo you flood your ears and make you feel like the very sky is exploding instead of that crap ur so called frnds forced you to listen to ... you realize that your still you gooofy grin,shower singer etc and love evry part of it so what if u found out that the ppl who u thought were perfect wernt your YOU and thats what matters.Trust me.BEEN their done that. :D its not plesant u feel crappy,lonely and sad but in the end the epiphany you gain is worth it more.

Two weeks away it feels like the world should've changed But I'm home now And things still look the same I think I'll leave it to tomorrow till unpack Try to forget for one more night That I'm back in my flat on the road Where the cars never stop going through the night To real life where I can't watch sunset I don't have time I don't have time . I've still got sand in my shoes And I can't shake the thought of you I shake it all, forget you Why, why would I want to I know we said goodbye Anything else would've been confused but I wanna see you again

The angel of death

During his 21-month stay at Auschwitz, Mengele earned the sobriquet "Angel of Death" for the cruelty he visited upon prisoners. Mengele was referred to as "der weisse Engel" ("the White Angel") by camp inmates because when he stood on the platform inspecting new arrivals and directing some to the right, some to the left, his white coat and white arms outstretched evoked the image of a white angel. Mengele took turns with the other SS physicians at Auschwitz in meeting incoming prisoners at the camp, where it was determined who would be retained for work and who would be sent to the gas chambers immediately.[4] In one instance, he drew a line on the wall of the children's block 150 centimeters (about 5 feet) from the floor, and sent those whose heads could not reach the line to the gas chamber

Mengele's experiments also included attempts to change eye color by injecting chemicals into children's eyes, various amputations of limbs and other brutal surgeries. Rena Gelissen's account of her time in Auschwitz details certain experiments performed on female prisoners around October 1943. Mengele would experiment on the chosen girls, performing sterilization and shock treatments. Most of the victims died, either due to the experiments or later infections. According to a website, "Once Mengele's assistant rounded up 14 pairs of Roma twins during the night. Mengele placed them on his polished marble dissection table and put them to sleep. He then injected chloroform into their hearts, killing them instantly. Mengele then began dissecting and meticulously noting each and every piece of the twins' bodies.

Mengele was listed on the Allies' list of war criminals as early as 1944. His name was mentioned in the Nuremberg trials several times, but Allied forces were convinced that Mengele was dead, which was also claimed by Irene and the family in Günzburg. In 1959, after suspicions had grown that he was still alive, given his divorce from Irene in 1955 and his marriage to Martha in 1958, an arrest warrant was issued by the German authorities. Subsequently, German attorneys, such as Fritz Bauer, Israel's Mossad, and private investigators like Simon Wiesenthal and Beate Klarsfeld followed the trail of the "Angel of Death". The last confirmed sightings of Mengele placed him in Paraguay, and it was believed that he was still hiding there, allegedly protected by Hans-Ulrich Rudel and possibly even by president Alfredo Stroessner. Mengele sightings were reported all over the world, but they turned out to be false.

Mengele was listed on the Allies' list of war criminals as early as 1944. His name was mentioned in the Nuremberg trials several times, but Allied forces were convinced that Mengele was dead, which was also claimed by Irene and the family in Günzburg. In 1959, after suspicions had grown that he was still alive, given his divorce from Irene in 1955 and his marriage to Martha in 1958, an arrest warrant was issued by the German authorities. Subsequently, German attorneys, such as Fritz Bauer, Israel's Mossad, and private investigators like Simon Wiesenthal and Beate Klarsfeld followed the trail of the "Angel of Death". The last confirmed sightings of Mengele placed him in Paraguay, and it was believed that he was still hiding there, allegedly protected by Hans-Ulrich Rudel and possibly even by president Alfredo Stroessner. Mengele sightings were reported all over the world, but they turned out to be false.

The ring of fire

A few lucky people may see a "ring of fire." That's a name for the central view of an annular eclipse of the Sun by the Moon. At the peak of this eclipse, the middle of the Sun will appear to be missing and the dark Moon will appear to be surrounded by the bright Sun.

Though this was supposd to have a negative effect on people for me it signified a new phase this week has been filled with new experiences for me.

And thankfully my stupid knack for meeting gits have stopped and now my life is only filled only with the people i love :)

Euphoria or is it?

People i desrve a record i think im the only person in the freakin world to hate numerous people at one go.Yet when i put down some solid co-relations they all have the same characteristics i go to a new place ..i make loads of new frnds.I dive in and get to no these frnds almost immediately and some how i end up with more enemies in the end.

Its not like im intentionally mean i guess sometime's its becoz i need to go against the current in the room just becoz i disagree.Sometime's its becoz im a GIT.Howevr its usually becoz i blurt out what im thinking.SOme of you might call this honesty but nae my frnds we are not rewarded with the singin of cherubins but rather anothr person who thinks your a stuck up obnoxious bitch.Just today i had a fight with a frnd and i know i shall end up hating my self for even intiating it but sometime's i think its best to just let the solid truth just float out there and deal with the consequences later but if we all did that im pretty sure the cozy rules of society,im talkin about the very foundations of our civilization, God forbid the practice of Air kissing EEK *muah muah* sry couldnt resist might crumble away till were left with nothing but a truthful savage euphoria.

To love a God.

Weird title eh? thats the orange juice talking.But seriously im not what you would call "religious"but then what is.When i saw this picture i swear i ended up sitting and staring at it for hours.I dont know what it was .. maybe i thought i would get some inspiration or an answer i was looking for.Anyway try it ..just look at it and let yourself go i honestly just felt happy for everything that i had in my life.Do you pray everyday i dont mean go to the temple have a bath with freezing cold water in the wee hours of the morning.No i mean just a simple one and one with GOD thanking him for life,love and evrything you have.Asking him for forgivness for all your sins.Its funny how i got into this habit.I actually felt guilty if i didnt pray regularly i mean its like your using him in a totally cheap manner.Faith is a powerfull thing.

Only the formless endures.

When you understand
The truth of this teaching,
You will not be born again.

For God is infinite,
Within the body and without,
Like a mirror,
And the image in a mirror.

As the air is everywhere,
Flowing around a pot
And filling it,
So God is everywhere,
Filling all things
And flowing through them forever.

- Ashtavakra Gita 1: 18-20

Hey dont get me wrong as i wrote this i was listening to "we made you" by eminem which is far from saintly.

The universe in a bottle?

Hmm is fate or destiny for that matter predetermined? are we merely pawns to a higer system,a network of co-related existence.Well there is sufficient evidence to argue for and agaisnt the above question.Coincidence's,miracles,religion,epiphany's,deja'vu.. to name a few.Are we all meant for something great.Is there a higher purpose out there maybe our purpose is ...life to live on this earth,make friends,achieve our goals,find love and then die.Some of us achieve greatness during our existence in a period in time.They die but in essence live on.If everyone is meant to be unique i guess it loses it character as uni = one.Another thing that keeps bothering me is the question of reincarnation.If the soul reincarnates .. then am i just an identity? Me as a person if you look at the big picture ceases to exist.If so which part is the soul.Im soooo full of questions sometime's i wonder if i will ever find all the answers or atleas the ones that matter most.If the soul is the only constant and the identity the variable can we really make a difference? OK im getting way to philosophical.. :P perhaps the effect of flu medicine,economics and orange juice.